24 December 2005
Yep. Thats all there is to say. No depressive statements, no political reveries, no hyped up comedy. Just good night. I wish good sleep to those I love and cherish. I wish solace and calm to the most turbulent of people, and I wish emotion and fire to the people that are calm. I wish to all, not health and love to those I care for, not death and sorrow to those I hate, I wish equilibrium would find us all. Because after the time I have had, equilibrium is exactly what I am looking for. It is truly a mad world in which we live, and if we don't somehow figure out what is truly wrong, we are just as doomed as the dinosaurs. I love to think that I am enlightened, but I am in the trenches, just like everyone else.
To Zero and RedHead, I love you both, and you are the epitome of love, and your luck makes me sick :). To Liberal, I wish calm, and I want to tell you, you are never alone. To Goo, I wish to see you soon, and I cherish the time we had in college, it was beyond great. To Girlly, I will love you until the last breath I have escapes my lungs, you are truly what has kept me alive. I will never be able to repay you for what you have done for me. To the Wookie, thank GOD you can drive here, because without you and the army guy, I would be committed. To Shirt, I miss you, more than anything in this world. And to Carney. Carney. You have been my heart, and my conscience, you are truly the finest man I have ever known, and you are truly gifted, and I am lucky to have had the pleasure of knowing you. For you are the only man that knows me.
To those I have missed, I have not missed you, because you have never left my thoughts. The people in my life that have kept me alive, I love you all. It has been a rough 25 years, but for the first time, EVER, I feel sad, but I feel like I am going to truly survive, and make something of the life I have. It is a mad world we live in, and without the connection we all have, we would not be anything. We are more than the sum of our parts. We are truly what makes this world worth living for.
Darkstar.
P.s. And for Tim. I know you will never read this, but the effect you had on my life is so profound, that you will never understand it. The times we had were truly blessed, and I hope you find peace, somehow. You were the soundtrack of my life, and the way things were will be truly missed.
So, I turn out the light, and close another chapter. Live your life, and never question love. Good night.
To Zero and RedHead, I love you both, and you are the epitome of love, and your luck makes me sick :). To Liberal, I wish calm, and I want to tell you, you are never alone. To Goo, I wish to see you soon, and I cherish the time we had in college, it was beyond great. To Girlly, I will love you until the last breath I have escapes my lungs, you are truly what has kept me alive. I will never be able to repay you for what you have done for me. To the Wookie, thank GOD you can drive here, because without you and the army guy, I would be committed. To Shirt, I miss you, more than anything in this world. And to Carney. Carney. You have been my heart, and my conscience, you are truly the finest man I have ever known, and you are truly gifted, and I am lucky to have had the pleasure of knowing you. For you are the only man that knows me.
To those I have missed, I have not missed you, because you have never left my thoughts. The people in my life that have kept me alive, I love you all. It has been a rough 25 years, but for the first time, EVER, I feel sad, but I feel like I am going to truly survive, and make something of the life I have. It is a mad world we live in, and without the connection we all have, we would not be anything. We are more than the sum of our parts. We are truly what makes this world worth living for.
Darkstar.
P.s. And for Tim. I know you will never read this, but the effect you had on my life is so profound, that you will never understand it. The times we had were truly blessed, and I hope you find peace, somehow. You were the soundtrack of my life, and the way things were will be truly missed.
So, I turn out the light, and close another chapter. Live your life, and never question love. Good night.
Ah yes, connection. "It's the stuff dreams are made of." Listen brother, we may as well been hatched in the same nest. I appreciate your speech and thank you. All these things we freak out about are just warm ups compared to what lies in the distance. Don't worry, we're on the right path.
Anam Cara
"Let's not make this official outlander, move along"
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"Someone's watching me - I can feel it"
"May the wind be on you back" and "may you walk on warm sands"
Warm! Fuzzy!