Its weird, I guess I just need some fresh air, a new perspective on what I want to do, but I feel like I have gone to far to truly accept a change. Like I have come to far in my life/job/attitude to change how I do things, but I know a change has to be made. I just can't really find anything to lose myself in, and if you can't escape this world for a little while, then you are destined to be a lunatic. ~sigh~ I feel slightly artistic today, but slightly artistic for me is like Mike Tyson feeling slightly like reciting Shakespeare. It will most likely end in somebody getting thrown a beating. So I guess keep the sharpies away today. Its gorgeous outside, so of course I am cooped up in the office and can see only the slightest sliver of sunlight from the world outside my cube. It taunts me, not because of what I would be doing outside on this sunny afternoon, but because I know that if I was off work in this beautiful weather, I would prolly be watching a movie in my house. Typical me. Hearing people saying how they are leaving early today to do whatever they are going to do because of the weather makes me want to trip them as they walk by. Man, I am a ratty bastard today. I think I will just stop talking now before I hurt someone's feelings. Then I will feel bad, compounding my whole situation/mood. So just stare at the wonderful picture I made. Fuzzy.
If Tina Turner can start over, you can too!
If you do shoot up the place, can I have your ipod?
you're a ratty bastard EVERY day :)
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vugmot