13 February 2010
The worst thing for me is seeing / hearing / experiencing shit that doesn't make any sense. I may have a temper, I may be rash at times, and I may even be slightly mentally imbalanced, but one thing I also am is, when lucid at least, logical. If you don't have any money, you don't go out and go nuts. If you have a shitty job, you look for another. I just get really frustrated when things get complicated and illogical at the same time.
This may be a major weakness, since the majority of my life is spent trying to fix the very situations that make me want to go all USPS on people.
I am about the easiest person to entertain ever, as well. I don't even really require light, I like indoors, halfway decent food, and a drink now and again. The internet, and decent conversation, as well as a good book and some good electronic music will win out over heavily social interactions any day, which also adds whip cream to the fury cake I am eating when a larger group of people make fools of themselves in general. I have cultivated a reputation in my circles as the crazy tough guy who will try to rip the lips off a rhino. Is that who I am? Maybe sometimes, but mainly I just want some peace, quiet, and simplicity. Is that too much to ask?
I am quite afraid to think that it just might be too much for me to ask for.
Bummer.
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