31 October 2005
Drink: Tylenol Severe Cold and Flu sludge (Not bad, actually)
Soundtrack: Cold Play - A Message
Weapon of Choice: A tie btw a large inflatable horse costume, and chocolate frosted donettes.
Well. I have been sick as hell the past few days, and I think the worst may be over, but who knows. Went to a Halloween party that was pretty swank this past weekend. Friend of mine spent 500 simoleans on decorations, just to have his nutty girlfriend get schnockered wayyyy to early, so he had to guard her all night ( Not like that has ever happened to me :) ). I did get to see my good friend dress up like the burger king King. He was creepin people out all night, pulling little fake hamburgers out to give them, all while saying nothing. Super creepy.
Sox won the series. Go us.
I have been wrestling with a weird emotion as of late - "Non - enthusiasm". You ever just stop enjoying what you normally love to do? You go to work/school/whatever and then you come home and instead of playing video games/making a candle/painting/whatever you just sit in front of the tube, and zone out. Normally those hobbies would have kept you busy for at least a few hours, right? Its super weird, and super shitty. I am one of those people who likes to feel like they are learning something, or doing something that improves themselves intellectually, physically (seldomly this much less :( ), and emotionally at almost all times. Whether it is reading a book on some form of tech, a fantasy novel, going for a walk, or watching CSI, all of those things make you feel physically, emotionally, and intellectually good, and you might learn somethin. Not lately. I just don't have any emotional drive to do the things I like. This breeds the emotion of "Non-enthusiasm". You look at tv or movies you would normally get excited over and just go "Meh". Anyone know a quick route out of this territory? Drugs? Therapy? A slightly funny and tragic love story that makes you feel better about your life? Who knows. I just feel like saying "Screw today, bed is more fun for me".
Well I am going to sit at my desk now, eat my frosted donettes, and wait for people to call in with more bard ballads of their stupidity. Go me.
Soundtrack: Cold Play - A Message
Weapon of Choice: A tie btw a large inflatable horse costume, and chocolate frosted donettes.
Well. I have been sick as hell the past few days, and I think the worst may be over, but who knows. Went to a Halloween party that was pretty swank this past weekend. Friend of mine spent 500 simoleans on decorations, just to have his nutty girlfriend get schnockered wayyyy to early, so he had to guard her all night ( Not like that has ever happened to me :) ). I did get to see my good friend dress up like the burger king King. He was creepin people out all night, pulling little fake hamburgers out to give them, all while saying nothing. Super creepy.
Sox won the series. Go us.
I have been wrestling with a weird emotion as of late - "Non - enthusiasm". You ever just stop enjoying what you normally love to do? You go to work/school/whatever and then you come home and instead of playing video games/making a candle/painting/whatever you just sit in front of the tube, and zone out. Normally those hobbies would have kept you busy for at least a few hours, right? Its super weird, and super shitty. I am one of those people who likes to feel like they are learning something, or doing something that improves themselves intellectually, physically (seldomly this much less :( ), and emotionally at almost all times. Whether it is reading a book on some form of tech, a fantasy novel, going for a walk, or watching CSI, all of those things make you feel physically, emotionally, and intellectually good, and you might learn somethin. Not lately. I just don't have any emotional drive to do the things I like. This breeds the emotion of "Non-enthusiasm". You look at tv or movies you would normally get excited over and just go "Meh". Anyone know a quick route out of this territory? Drugs? Therapy? A slightly funny and tragic love story that makes you feel better about your life? Who knows. I just feel like saying "Screw today, bed is more fun for me".
Well I am going to sit at my desk now, eat my frosted donettes, and wait for people to call in with more bard ballads of their stupidity. Go me.
NO drugs bro. I've been in this 'non-enthused' area. It just goes away. Who knows how. Maybe its has to do w/ you being sick.
I dunno. Anyway, feel better man. I'll talk to you soon
ORLY?
Your only hope is booze.
Lots and lots of booze - Nicolas Cage quantities.