24 June 2007

........And we're back!

"Coke is fucking dead as... dead. Heroin, it's coming back in a big fucking way."
- Eric Stoltz as Lance in 'Pulp Fiction'

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Yep, new blog look, new post style, and I haven't shaved in a week. I don't know if I am coming back as big as the Horse is, but I am on the comeback trail, baby.

Here is the 10 second update: New job, same place, same girl, some new friends, some new enemies, little different outlook. Now here are more notable details:

Started a new job at a HUGE advertising firm, this makes job number 4 for my first year in Chicago. May sound like a lot of jobs to go through, and the reason behind that is....that it is a lot. Working for a consultancy for IT support can take you to all sorts of places, and finally, in about 6 weeks, no more consultancy, no more temping, finally be able to be PERMANENT feels damn nice. Well, this is as permanent as IT jobs can be in today's field. So that is looking up, as much as things in the professional world can look up. Anyone who does peruse this blog, can see that I am all over the map sometimes, emotionally and mentally, especially if I post under the influence. I'm definitely not apologizing, it makes for a good read and makes people think about important things 9 times out of 10. But it paints me as a pretty crazy person. Maybe its painted in the wrong colors or style, but its depiction of me could be right. I'll let others judge for themselves. But, back to life in general, still living in Lakeview, just got done trying to navigate the sea of craziness that was the Pride Parade. All I wanted to do was go throw some disc at the frickin' beach, and enjoy the nice weather, and I had to walk about half a mile out of the way to get to even get there. Anyone who has seen the absolute anarchy the Pride Parade brings will empathize, because they know its like a huge serpent, snaking through multiple streets on the north side, and it cannot be slain, not by any magic sword or talisman you throw at it. Not that I don't support people's celebration of diversity, I just wish that I would have left a little earlier before the leather-clad bouncing boys fired up their Euro dance beat that lasted for 6 hours on the same beat. Oh well, hazards of city life, enjoy.

Well, that is the long and the short of it. I had to change to this new blog look, mainly because being able to add stuff to the sidebar without trying to remember my HTML is neat. Switching to the GoogleMonster's XML is a biatch though, cant do as much customization right now, but the night is young, who knows, maybe I will grow a pair and learn some more web coding. Another good thing on the list, me and the Girlly-que are doing well, haven't beat each other to a pulp that much, after 4 years. Thats more amazing to me then finding gainful employment, mainly because sometimes I think I am totally impossible, and that is coming from someone who has lived with me, well, all my life.



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05 January 2007

DO NOT RESUSCITATE.



Yep. Nothing but dead things live here. I'm tired of searching for my broken wings. It's probably better that I can't fly anymore, because flying anywhere is just to much of a hassle. And without my wings, I watch as darkness engulfs everything I love. And as my sight fails, I see the end of it all.

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05 November 2006

Dark New Day

I've been living it my way.
I've been living it for myself.
It's the things that you don't say,
about the way that I know you've felt.
Everything right in my eyes.
Two are one and as a whole.
Pour yourself into my life.
I can't feel without your soul.

Say that you'll find no one else.
I pray that you find nothing.
To tarnish the shine on what we've built,
Beneath you and I.
Living our lives
Evergreen.

I've been given the one thing.
I've been given the greatest gift.
I've been sheltered on my way.
Covered by all you give.
Greater good shines in my sky.
I bathe in its precious glow.
Grounded in the heart of life, I've got something that can grow.

Say that you'll find no one else.
I pray that you find nothing.
To tarnish the shine on what we've built,
Beneath you and I....

Not affected by the ever changing world around us.
We're protected by the things we share so deep inside us.
Say that you'll stay.....

We'll stay Evergreen.
Evergreen.

Say that you'll find no one else.
I pray that you find nothing.
To tarnish the shine on what we've built,
Beneath you and I.
Living our lives
Evergreen.

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30 September 2006

Switching Gears.

Well. Things have changed since we last conversed. I told the dickhead marine to take a long walk off a short pier, and I got a shiny, brand new job downtown. Same place. Every day. No more rolling around being somebody's bitch. I'll be the first to say that my new job is hard, and the learning curve is more of a vertical line, but my team is top notch, and they are helping me with the stuff I didn't previously know. This is a massive corporate environment, with offices all over the world. So we have to know if their devices work in Japan, in Australia, etc. And some of these users aren't stupid in the tech area, they know how shit works, so that puts a big burden on us not to look stupid when they bring in issues we have never even heard of before. But, like I said, the team is razor, the pay is even better, and the possibilities are currently endless.

It's funny how things worked out though. When I first moved to the city, it was like a desert wasteland in the job market sense, I took the one with the drill sergeant just to make some quick moolah. When I started looking again, same thing, but only for a short while. In the span of about 2 weeks, I had so many calls for jobs, resumes, and interviews, that I had to turn people down. But I got the job I wanted, with the perks, team, and possibilities for the future I was hoping for. But it's going to be a lot more work than what I am used to, more hours, more demands, etc, etc... But I think this is the only way to professional greatness. So I guess I will just keep on going till they fire me. Or promote me. Hah.

Other than that, things have been going well on the other fronts. Got friends that are pregnant, although I never stood the term 'we are pregnant'. The girl is pregnant, and the man is just trying to cope with her craziness. That's how it works. So fuck what you heard. Oh yeah, and I am a movie star now too, James Cameron called me the other day to star in 'Terminator 4: Even Shittier than the 3rd', but I turned him down because he wouldn't let me kick AAaahnold in the groin. I guess James didn't know the governor is a cybernetic organism. Oh well. Here are the links to tha flicks, I am sure you will enjoy, if you already haven't seen them:

~Cleanin House A.K.A The Night of the Living Refrigerators
~My Buddy: The Adventures of a Boy and his Best Buddy

These movies were created and produced by none other than the proprietor of DigitalMoutwash, so you know its always fresh to your family. Well, its about time for me to jet on out, the girlly's male parental unit and I are going to hit up a local Oktoberfest, while the rest of the family goes to see Annie. Yep, I think Russ and I got the big straw somehow. Peeces.

~DarkstaR out.

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